Last week, I woke with a long day ahead of me. My husband was out of town and the dangerously cold temperatures were going to keep us cooped up inside all day. I was faced with a choice: I could watch the hours drag on or I could capture the moments of the day, monotonous and messy though they may be. Into my head popped my dear sister-in-law and how she captured her own family’s season of life.
Brooke is an incredibly talented photographer in Michigan (we’re not blood related, so I’m not biased, I swear ;). She prefers to shoot in a photojournalism style, where no one is posed and she’s more a fly on the wall in the midst of whatever it is that’s going on. Looking at her photos is like getting a peek into someone’s life. I love that they capture a moment in time, and she inspired me to capture the ordinary.
I chose to make this a day worth remembering. I carried my camera around throughout the morning and early afternoon, only intervening as I normally would. Nothing was staged or posed. We went about our day, and I watched through my lens, finding the beauty in the everyday. There will never be another today, and I want to remember it. My floors weren’t swept and there are boxes piled up for our impending move, and most of the boys stayed in their jammies longer than necessary. There were tantrums and frustrations and cuddles and silliness. But oh, the sweetness of these boys. Their little toes and their eyes and their Star Wars obsession… these are the things dreams are made of. The way my family is right now won’t be how it is in six months, six years, sixteen years. I want to remember this moment, this season, in all its messiness and beauty.
Today I’m 36 weeks. I’m oh-so-large and uncomfortable and ready to bring this little boy into our family.
These days are moving slowly. I’m moving slowly. Our mornings have been sweet, and the boys have stayed in their jammies a little longer than usual.
I’m savoring their snuggles and their smiles, knowing that my hands will be occupied a bit more in the coming months.
The littlest still has no clue how much is world is about to change…
I told my husband the other day that I’m feeling this intense need to sew in every spare moment I have, because who knows what I’ll be able to do once baby is born. But even that takes lot of energy some days.
Of course, time will tell if baby arrives in a week or in four. And my big-baby-bearing-self is hoping for one…
Daylight Savings Time used to be so much fun. Remember the pre-kid days, when you could actually use that extra hour for… sleep? I have been off my game all week. And I’m blaming Daylight Savings. The kids have been off their sleeping schedules [which means I am too]. It’s been rainy, so I’ve been even sleepier. My sewing machine has been fairly quiet this week as a result.
With this being my fourth pregnancy, I’ve learned to listen to my body more. With babies one and two especially, I tried to do things at my regular pace. Pregnancy wasn’t going to slow me down! [until the last month when it obviously does slow you down because well, you’re ginormous and if you don’t slow down, you’ll probably topple over]
But these days, I’m taking more breaks. I’m learning to be okay with a mess[ier] house. The dirty dishes may pile up more than usual, and I truly can’t remember the last time I mopped the floor. But my body and my baby are thanking me for it. So forgive the occasional slowness around here.
I’ve been working on a few things that won’t be shared with you for awhile, but hopefully I’ll have something ready to share with you by the end of the week. Or Monday. Depending on how this post-Daylight Savings Time fog goes. And how many naps win out over sewing.
In the meantime, make sure you check out this awesome series over at Me Sew Crazy.
Jessica has put together an amazing line up of bloggers who have teamed up with their KIDS to design some amazing pieces of clothing. The series is just getting started, and I’m really loving it so far. Make sure to pop over and check it out!
Anybody else in the Daylight Savings fog? We can muddle through together. :)